Hello! How are you? I hope you are healthy and finding a way to be in this trying situation.

As my head and neck were hurting for days, my mind was working overtime, I couldn’t sleep and was fed up staring at a screen the whole day, I decided to take the day off from work. It was such a warm and sunny day that I just had to be offline and outside. I went of a 20 km walk and worked on my balcony, I hope the seeds will grow flowers soon.

Very early this morning the Pink Super Moon graced a clear sky in The Netherlands. And I did a tarot reading for myself helping to guide me in this confusing time.

  1. What am I shifting in my life right now? – 5 of Swords shows disagreements, arguments and tension. I feel I am shifting this in my life by standing up for myself and speaking my truth, but I have to be realistic in my expectations of how people receive this. I have been on the bandwagon a bit lately and I know I have pushed some people’s buttons the wrong way. Perhaps I should ease up, move past the conflict and seek a way to have an open conversation (which I am trying to do, but it is not really working at the moment, the energy of fear and blame is too high right now, it is very hard to have a levelheaded conversation with people at this time).
  2. What new things feel exciting? 7 of Cups (there this card is again – this is my ‘stalker’ card) – yay too many choices, how is that exciting and new? Perhaps I should rephrase this to multiple possibilities and use my imagination instead.
  3. Are there opportunities to find the gift in these trying times? King of Wands says definitely yes! Have courage and be a wayshower.
  4. What are some things in my life that seemed like a bother before, but can now be appreciated with my new perspective? Page of Cups says that being a messenger and of service to the greater good is an important aspect to step into at this moment. Don’t fear the tension from card 1 and speak your truth. Now as a Libra Sun, Libra rising I don’t like disharmony and people disagreeing, but sometimes you have to speak up and stand behind what you believe in.
  5. How can I use this time to create sacred space for myself to thrive in? 3 of Disks says it is time to practice my skills, hone my gifts and showcase my talent.

Thank you for reading and connecting! Take care!