As I just wrote in the former blogpost I haven’t a clear notion of what my deeper desire for life is (instead that I love exploring, learning, creating and experiencing…the good, the bad and the ugly… But I also have a deeper need for direction and creating consciously therefor I am struggling to write my Life Plan. I am not even aware of what my more manifested desires are…
Know thyself…I guess I have always been so concerned about other people and what is happening collectively, I lost touch with my own spark, needs and wants.
Spring calls for the rearranging of life, of physical, mental and spiritual manifestations and/or energy. Because nature awakens and our juices start to move again, this time is perfect to get rid of everything we have collected in our semi-hibernation.
The more outward energy is back again and our mind and body are screaming to get moving, to wake up and to feel ALIVE! We want to bloom!
Can you feel it?
Desire spread
So tarot enlighten me please! What is it that I want?
Card 1 – Myself and the state of my now – 3 of Pentacles
This card tells me that working towards a common good is important to me and that that drives my life and that is true, in my personal life, my day job and my own biz Joy in Creation this is key. This card speaks of collaboration, mastering my art and being recognized for my skills. And yes this is true, I am at the moment not posting as much because I am deepening my craft and my art, more doing instead of analyzing, writing and thinking about things. I am also making an effort to connect more and collaborate. I am quite the loner and prefer solitary work or a one-on-one connection. Because of my past (I was severely bullied and cast out) I still have some fear around groups, I am very conscious of this and I do make an effort more and more to connect, but I do find it hard…still. And that is why I will keep working at it! I tend to try and do things by myself. Perhaps I should ask for help sooner and more often. My nature (as a Libra) is relationships and socializing and I do love people, they just scare the heck out of me ;-).
Card 2 – What I really want, unconscious desires, wishes and dreams – Strength
Strength is about a choice to use mental fortitude and compassion over displays of brute force or domination. It’s about finding confidence and courage. Now Strength is about going for that fierce desire, so I feel this card is telling me that I desire desire…passion, zest, it’s about vitality and decisiveness. All the things I so yearn for (again Libra and making decisions, not a good combination ;-). So I need to find a way of life and state of being that makes me feel this way. Also Strength signals care and attentiveness. I feel I need to be more caring and attentive towards myself in order to find the zing in my life.
Card 3 – What I can do to make that happen – 8 of Pentacles
This cards is about learning, apprenticeship, commitment and diligence. I feel this card is asking me to delve deeper, to focus, to not spread myself so thin over so many projects, but focus on those that bring me joy. And delve deeper in my seeking instead of looking for more information, delve deeper beyond information, truly experience and commit! Life is about committing, to self and to other people. Let go of the fear to be let down or hurt, it is about learning and growing…and deepening to go beyond knowledge and gain wisdom.
Card 4 – The outcome if I take the step in card number 3 – Temperance
It tells me that this will bring me inner peace, harmony and balance, bringing in the Libra again, and as The Scales I yearn for balance. Temperance is about understanding, that deeper understanding and is about more than that which lies in the physical realm, though corporeal reality and logical pragmatism should not be discounted.
Thank you TAROT!!!
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