Willing to live in magic

I have just finished the 2019 Tarot Visioning Week by Vanessa Sage and I am so grateful for this process and kind gift of hers. It was a magical and clarifying journey.

Now I thought why not share my card pulls and readings with you?!

So here goes, I hope this inspires you.

Essence, what is deep within

Queen of Swords – I need to grow out of my set role and find the truth of who I really am. I find my own truth and yes my intention for this year is to dance to the beat of my own drum -so this card really resonates!

Clarity

Distraction – Knight of Swords – I have a sudden need for change, I am impulsive, impatient, and yes I am easily distracted by shiny new things and am quite impatient. I spread myself too thin as I am multi passionate. I need to find my own pace and focus.
What I really want – 4 of Wands – coming full circle, finding completion, a new beginning, new relationships and enjoy success in peace.
Magical action– Page of Swords – I need to use my discernment, but remain curious, tell the truth, move beyond constraints and walk with clarity of purpose.

For the BIG PICTURE, the big beautiful dream

Now here I get warnings for the coming years and a head’s up to keep going and focusing on the positive. These cards are quite challenging, but I guess the coming years are for all (well most) of us: 2019 – 10 of Wands – A sense of denial, feeling isolated, I need to lower my expectations, I have too much on my plate (now this is true, again need focus and spread myself less thinly over several projects) – I need to face my fear of rejection for being my true self. And yes this is where I am at at the moment, so now I am aware of this I alone can change this!
2020 – The Moon – Intense life changes, deep inner transformation and I have to be aware not to let fear overtake me, I will be tested and yes I will transform darkness into light – keep going.
In 3 years – 5 of Cups – Remorse and regret. I need to see the light despite the darkness. Focus on positive in all events, but also allow myself to grief and learn from the past. Forgive myself (and others) and move on. Even though things aren’t going my way, new opportunities and possibilities are waiting for me. So I need to be open to the brighter side of life and know many blessings are in disguise right now.

Create

Grow – Knight of Swords – Intuition, creativity, find my own stride, pace (as mentioned above).
Nurture – 9 of Wands – Conscious instinct, courage, persistence, boundaries, unclouded by external concerns (again my own beat), nurture my inner animal and let go of 5 of Pentacles – poverty consciousness, ill health, isolation and lost direction (these are so spot on as this is exactly what I let go of in my new year ritual!!)

Call back my power

I AM – 2 of Wands – balanced and centered, the calm within the storm and master of my energy
I choose – 8 of Wands Clarity, directness, clear communication and clear action
I will – 3 of Swords – face my sorrow and love myself through every challenge – face fears, doubts and confusion

No Pentacles (Earth/tactile) or Cups (Water/emotions)  – just Swords (Air/the mind) and Wands (Fire/creative energy). Also very little major arcana cards (only The Moon), so no big life changing events, more day-to-day focus.

So yay and yikes – good to have focus and a warning. Need to focus, allow myself to grief and focus on the positive and blessing (even though they may be playing dress-up).

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